My First Year As An Escort ....

As December has been relatively quiet I have had time to reflect on my first year as an escort and thought I would share another side of me that some of you may not have seen before .

I have met some fantastic people along the way and a few I have secretly fallen for ... and only once or twice have I wished that I hadn't taken the booking.

When I first started my new career it was only meant to be for a bit of fun but I have steadily become addicted to it as I have such a great client base of regulars whom I think the world of. My guess is that if they are reading this they are probably cringing right now wondering what I am going to say haha ...

I remember one of my clients in my very first week of working saying that he thought I would find the job emotionally tiring, at the time I didn't know what he meant but as the time has gone by I now understand his statement.

He was absolutely right as sometimes I feel emotionally drained , especially if I like the client. Sometimes after a booking I have to remind myself that's exactly what was ....a booking, I go home to my empty bed and he goes back to his wife/partner.

When I see a client I like to think that I provide him with what he wants both physically and emotionally and so my view point is that for the time that he books me then I give him 100% , to be able to do that I usually only take one booking a day.

I'm probably giving too much of an insight as to how my mind works but I don't want to be a conveyor belt in this industry...I love my job and the minute that it becomes a 'chore' for me is the time that I hang up the corset for good.

I have also learned that for some clients seeing an escort is actually saving their relationship, as without having this service then they would probably go on to have an affair...right or wrong on the morals of that I don't think I am in a position to comment. But I can fully understand the justification for it. Some wives /partners have just become complacent and the spark has gone , for others the client may have a secret fantasy that he cant share with her for fear of rejection. Or they could be just like me and get a buzz out of having sex with a 'stranger' ...Whatever the reason I have the privellege of sharing that persons body , and for me even though I am paid to do it I respect the person that I am with.

Well enough of my ramblings , I imagine that not many have read to the end of this posting as it is quite different to my normal little stories... anyway if you have read this far I would like to wish you a very Happy New Year and may all your dreams come true x